After making my previous post and catching up on some of the blogs I read, I came back and happened to read the daily bible verse on my own blog.
Ask and it shall be given you, seek and ye shall find, knock and it shall be opened unto you.
Isn't that just an obvious answer to all my moaning, groaning, tears, and frustration? I've asked now I just have to wait. I guess I need to start praying for patience too.